Ok so hears the deal I haven’t been on here n awhile. But I’m lonely as hell right now. Ya know how they say keep ur friends close and blah blah blah…. how can u tell which one is which. There is 2 people I thought would never fuck me over but they did. I’m tired of being hurt and pretending like everything is ok.. I’m not ok really really not ok. I’m hurting more now then I ever have and I have no one to talk to. Because the two people I thought that would never betray me did. I’m alone n a room full of people and I can’t get over this and I don’t know why. I should be use to this by now but I’m not.
Just an fyi… life is a massive amount of bullshit!! All anybody ever does is use each other and then say it was a phase!!! Honestly how fucked up is that!!
I’m so tired of everyones back bitting bullshit! No one plays by the rules so y should I! Karma is a bitch and I happy its getting to the person who deserves it!
Ffffffffuuuuuuuccccccckkkkkk!!!!!!
I want friends who won’t stab me in the back. I want friends who respect my relationship with my girlfriend and won’t try 2 get in her pants! Is that really 2 much 2 ask 4 I mean come on!!!!!
